YSaturday, January 23, 2010' 9:35 pm
Thursday , after school head to bedok inter met up with Rara .
Had lunch @ LJS , then bought materials needed for the present .
At 5plus , went to Rara's crib and do whatever we have to do but at first we surf the net , see ppl's fb profiles (:
& then we were in the mood to snapsnap pictures !
I rushed home at 8pm . Didn't go tuition because Rabia went to celebrate her 13th Monthsary with her boyf .
Friday , which was yest , school was usual . Straight after school , had to go Ethnic Dance Practice.
Rushed to the hall , and started stretching .
The others came late and came new members :D
Afew wasn't putting any effort because they kept whining about the steps is too tough :/
The instructor was pissed off , it shows on her face .
I had to go off by 2plus for Npcc training .
Well , most of the time me, Afifah and Khadeejah was sitting on the bench and disturbing the CIs .
We also think/sketch the gadget that the campcraft team we supposed to do .
And we're the only ones doing the work (?!) -.-
Training ended at 6plus . We headed to Tamp Army Shop to buy our ponchos .
Walked to Tamp CC and chit chat at MacD there (:
Please rmbr to keep in touch yaww so we could go back packing when we can !
Then , i took 22 to Tamp inter and walked fest park .
I walked superduper slow because my back was aching . So took my own sweet time .
When i reached Fest , i felt like fainting really but i try not to .
Rest for awhile then start to dance with Kak Ayu then when Elah came , she dance with us too
(:
It was tough catching up with those 2great dancers .
They can get the steps like superduper fast unlike me who still takes time to get it right ):
I didn't realise the time till Adam said it was 1010pm alr !
I swear , i panicked at first then i rushed to the bustop . i cried along the way , thinking .
It was embarrassing but i had to let it out somehow .
I cant let it out at home because i know my sis will ask why .
Reached home close to 11pm , then knocked out . then someone called me and i woke up with my eyes wide open , suddenly .
Not long after that , sleep again but this time till the next morn (:
Curls (!!!) Damn ! I hate Rabia for texting me early in the morning because she had this meeting at masjid . Can msg me after your meeting , right (?!) -.-"
I know laa , ymiss me :D *winkwink* Like reeaaaal only !
At noon , company my cousin to get her hair cut .
Then went home , changed and met up with Alkaff youth ppl feat Me & Rara :D
We headed to Paya lebar karaoke ! Superduper gereeeek .
though i was shy at first to sing in front of people that never heard me sing before .
Almost everyone is my friends/schoolmate except for Ansari (:
2hours of Karaoke isn't enough . then went to Singapore post and had our dinner @ LJS !
Chit chat and the guys send us home . Reached home at 8plus .
I was damn afraid because i was all alone at home , so i turn the tevee volume up .
Pathetic much (?!) I know , shuddup !
I did enjoy myself today :D reallyreally had fun .
We were celebrating Raudhah's 17th Birthday at the same time .
Tmr , will be staying at home because i have to start my studying anytime soon .
My friends , its best if start revising Humanities now ): Scary much ?
Idk why this is happening but ymade me think about it alot .
Sometimes i just cant stop myself from thinking .
I know i shouldn't think negative all this while but its hard not to .
Imagine if your friend start to ignore you in sch ? How hurtful it is ?
Ydidn't know what ydid wrong but yfelt like it was your fault somehow .
I know that feeling because im experiencing the feeling now for this past week .
Everyday , i check my hp if ywere the one texted me instead it was someone else .
At least , A "Helloo" is fine with me . I just wanna know how's your day , is it so hard ?
I guess i was pushing it too fast .
Since Monday , i cried myself to sleep .
Im not sure of what to do except that , just by thinking why is this always happening to me .
I hate myself for doing so . One thing for sure , I miss you ):
P/S : If i had one wish ):
