YMonday, December 14, 2009' 11:27 am
Woke up at 10.30 today .
I woke up at 3am because of this nightmare .
Its the same nightmare i dreamt yest .
Superduper scarry )': i cried after that . Here it goes .
Firstly , i was kidnapped . They brought me to someplace where its is really hidden .
I was trying to escape but i couldn't because i was tied up .
Then they brought me outside , i saw my ex-boyf . He was being kicked & punched .
I was screaming for them to stop it . I couldn't do anything but just see him getting hurt .
Suddenly , the dream change to another place , cant rmbr how the place looks like ,
Everything was just dark and i heard a gun shot .
and it seems so real like i heard it somewhere around me ):
Then , i felt dizzy like everything just went blank . I fell on my knees .
I felt something was poking me .
A spotlight was shown at my ex-boyf and he was holding a gun.
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Idk whether its for real but i thought it was .
In my sleep , everything seems so real .
If he really were to shoot me , i know it wouldn't be him .
He isn't in his right mind if he were to do it .
Unless , he was being force/threatened to do it by somebody else ? Idk .
Since then , i've always been thinking of it .
It wouldn't stop coming into my mind and make me scared )':
I'll stop here for now .
Later , will be going Simei for something important .
&& free drinks for us , again ; D
