YSaturday, December 12, 2009' 8:12 pm
Whoo hoo . Third post of the day !
At 5-ish to half past 7 , i was asleep . Drowsiness from the medicine ?
A sudden decision was made by a friend , and i was being ______ ):
It makes no diff if i dream or not dream about it because , i was dreaming about it .
Idk how it came out in my lala land but yes it did .
I was really scared and hoping for the best in the future for both of us .
We could really have been in a worse situation , so i wasn't prepared .
Please tell me , im not losing you again (?!)
I wanna be your friend , like how normal friends treat each other .
Friends that can share secrets , gossip about other ppl , care for one another .
Why cant we be like that ?
We wished too , but it wont happen because either one of us is so stubborn .
Im not mad at you after what happened .
I cant accept the fact that ysaid it so easily . Idk if ywere angry or just get it over with ?
Maybe you're tired of this lame shitness alr , thats why you're acting this way today ?
Is that why ? Idk , ytell me . I really want to know , i just do .
Well , the rest of today will be spend doing _______ .
Urgh ! My body is aching like hell from session . because we really pushed ourselves that day .
Now , im feeling the pain . Goodness , Maira stop complaining (?!)
Everyday i never fail to hurt myself :D
thats how i calm myself down , really !
Take care ; D
