YSaturday, December 12, 2009' 3:47 pm
Boredom Strikes ! Damn . I hate weekends actually .
I never get to enjoy as much on weekdays .
Unless my parents are not lazy to go out or anything , then i wont be bored .
Too bad Maira , they're useless . Yes , they are !
Whenever i want to do smth together as a family , they will always make excuses such as , tired ? lazy ? "for whaat?!"
All that is such bull mann . Superduper irritating . Then when i ask them im going out with friends instead with them , they'll be mad and say , "tuu laaa , slalu keluar ngan kawan jer . Mama abah tolak tepi . "
Whathell (?!) Stupid Shit .
I shall stop all of this nonsense . I know im posting up some real shit right ?
Haha , i've been pissed/angry for this past week actually .
Nobody wants to hear my "stories" anymore ! Im scared to lose all my friends esp awaak .
I dont want that , seriously . I want you to be there for me always whenever im lonely or i just need company , yknow ?
Well , its fine if refuse everything . Im just lost in my own complicated world right now .
I need someone to hold me . Someone who can pull me back together in one piece .
Forget it Maira . It wont happen , anymore . I've given up , maybe ?
Nono , i cant . I have to keep enduring the pain and overcome everything , and i mean everything .
Every challenge , obstacles , relationships , problems , fights , riots !
I cant let ppl see that im weak . I ain't weak !
Get a grip Maira . Take things slowly , dont rush .
I have the time i have till next friday . Friday (18/12) = Crucial Day !
Thats all i have for the second post of the day (:
Take care .
