YSunday, December 13, 2009' 9:40 pm
Another post of the day , maybe its gonna be the last ? Idk .
Yknow whaat ppl (?!) I just cried . Idk why the hell i cried for .
It just came out , i cant stop it )':
Nobody can stop me from crying , only me .
Whenever i think of stupid things , i'll tend to do it .
Doing so , im in a state of blank/clueless . Idk what else i should be doing except for that .
C'mon Maira, stop thinking that way . Im so pissed off with myself .
Why couldn't my life be just like others (?!)
Im screaming my pain out . Everyday i keep enduring but it wont ever heal .
Forever i pray to recover soon . I've been patient , very patient .
With a smile , could change a live (as they say?) .
What if , with a life , could change a smile ?
What crap am i talking (?!) but if yget me , yknow what i mean .
Tonight , will be talking to someone , hearing his problems .
I will try my best to give him advices and tips . Im willing to help ppl (:
It all started when 'awaaak' helped me . Thanks ; D
