YWednesday, November 11, 2009' 3:48 pm
Im sorry , reallyreallyreally s0rry for leaving you & breaking promises .
I really didn't intend this to happen but i guess it has to . I got no choice, do i ?I wish i could write a million and one sorry-sss just for you , to prove to you that i really dont want this to happen .
I dont have the power to rewind time and go back to the first day .
I really love to see you move on and live a happy life ahead . You promised that , when you find other girl , you would tell me aite ? ; D
You promised , and yshouldn't break it . Same goes for myself .
Well , its really nice to hear that ycared for me last night .
Seriously , i got no other option to take except to think that way .
Im running out of time , )': I wish i had all the time in the world just to tell you everything inside out .
When ysaid , you're really confused whether yhave to go or not , i tried to help you .
In the end , its really up to you , its your decision , your say .
It doesn't depends on what i say , and what my reason is . Go for the best kay ? even though i said dont leave me here :(
I wouldn't have the heart to see you hurt again being here , so might as well , leave and start a new life .
Im sure ywould like to see my face smiling again instead of always crying with you .
But i just hope i can still contact you , talk on the phone as always with you , laugh/cry with you when you're away .
Sometimes , i waited for your msg to appear , maybe just to say
"hey , how you doing (: ?"
I'll always be looking forward to reply any of you lame/stupid msgs .
P/S: I look so good without you .
