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YMonday, April 13, 2009' 4:18 pm

P/S : Veryvery old picture . Siblings Love <333

Sunday's evening was spent with conversation otp with love then it was interrupted by my mum. Whathell (!!) I feel like throwing her from the 100th storey building . (Like as if there is) Mum & Dad always give last minute information and then say its all my fault . I dont even their care & concern . So why the hell must they put their blame on me always ? All because of past incidents ? Well , readers in the past (afew years back) I've been a bad girl . Seriously . Not saying just for fun of it but its true & obviously im not proud of it . Back to the story , so they called then asked me get ready to go to my Nephew's birthday party . They knew that i have a test tmr (which is today) , and yet they forced me to go still . I was fucking upset and angry because i had to stop my conversation with love . I dont want it to end that soon but im Sorry D: I feel so bad because he's going to Paris soon and i dont even have time to talk to him and say "I love you" for the last time :{

When i got dressed , my parents were yelling at me because i was too slow ? Whathefuccck (!!!) They told me at the eleventh hour and they could still put the blame on me ? Im seriously fucked up (!!!) (insertlotsaangryfaceshere) Head to Pasir Ris , eat is all i could do there . From now onwards , maybe i should wear heels all the time because i love to look tall for once :D
(insertverypityfulfacehere) Reached home at 10pm . Started doing my homework and revision at 11pm , ended at 12.30am . My eyes couldn't take it anymore , so i slept on the study table itself .

Woke up in the morning , and my body is aching like pins poking . Muscle Cramp here and there . Took 20minutes of my maid's time to massage my body and legs/arms . Thanks Bibi , i owe you one {: Get ready for school , and i thought i was late but the trafficlight save my life/time . If not , it would be my second time being late this term & i have to serve detention in the afternoon no matter what . I dont likeee , its so not me . Maira = Good Girl {: & btw , Geography Test was hell super difficult . Well , im prepared to get a Big Fat "0" for the test .

After school , went to Tampines Library , returned books & borrowed books too . Im so proud (!!!) Walked here , there . Rabia said i stare at people like one of a kind . She said , "Maira! Jangan tgk cam gitu uh . Kau stare up down sakk . Tak blink plakk tu ! " . It means , '"Maira ! Stop staring . You stare from up to bottom . Never blink somemore !" . Sorry lah Babe , well i try not stare at people from now on . (N-O-T-!) Reached home at 3.30pm . & here i am , listening to Malay songs . Whaat (!!!) Maira , listening to Malay/Jiwang songs ? So not Maira yknow . Rabia even said if im feeling sick or not when im listening to Malay/Jiwang songs }: