YSaturday, April 04, 2009' 10:03 pm
Please , people ignore the previous post . Its really crap .
I dont even want to read it ever again . I hate my parents to the max :{ Dont ever want to talk about them anymore . Its really heart breaking sickening talking about them . It's just is .
This past week , there's alot of things happening such as Sports Day/SYF . Talentime Results ?
Cheerleading ? Friends/Boyf ? Tuition ? Mid-year Exams ? Alot of things are revolving around my head right now . & im seriously not ready for anything . Im not prepared for challenges to face , problems to occur , feeling heart broken all the time . Should i go over them one by one ? or just overall view ? Idk .
Sports Day . What about it ? Just a normal event happening every year right ? Why must it be so competitive ? I dont really understand you people . Its just a fucking Cheerleading Competition . I mean , you're representing your respective houses for the whole school what ? As a school , right ? Tell me if im wrong . Its a long story people but to shorten things up , Victors cheerleading got 4th place again . Fucked up (!!!) From the Victors Cheerleaders : "Judges you suck(!!!)" After Sports Day , went to catch a movie with Hafsah , Nadhira, Arina & Aliyah . We watched Coffessions of a Shopaholic . Luckily im not that bad as the lady in the movie . She really shop till she drops :}
Talentime Results . We get what we have been working for . Our hard work and effort had paid off . Im really proud for BSC that we had won for Overall Talentime 2009 . My heart was skipping a beat when the results wasn't shown up the screen . The teacher in charge said that we put alot of effort and teamwork for the final performance . And they appreciate it really much to participate Talentime this year . Rabia and I was already screaming like hell . and we jumped for joy :D
Friends/Boyf . I feel touched when Rabia & afew others came to cheer me up whenever im down or having a BF . At times , i dont really like to talk things out , so be it . Dont force it outta of me , because i know i would cry like a baby in front of you guys which im really not good at it . I dont like crying in front of my friends as i know they will soon tear up too . Then , thats would make them feel bad for me , as i dont want any people to feel pity/bad for me because that will affect them in some ways . I would love to hug all my lovable friends right now . I wish all our conflicts among friends are gone just like that . like the wind will just blow it away , that easy .
As for Boyf , i dont think i can call him Boyf anymore . From what i know/read , he's love for me is fading ? And he's confused whether to let me go or not ? Maybe , you should just follow your heart . Thats the best solution . & im glad/happy/excited that you're back in town but you seem not yourself . Idk , if its all my fault or some others ? but i know , most of it , is mine D: Im really really really really truly truly truly deeply deeply sincerely sincerely sincerely SORRY (!!!) I know i've been creating trouble for you alot of times . And yet you still punish yourself for it ? Instead punish me . I think time flies really fast . People dont even realise they're getting older every second . Every night , i will never fail to shed tears for him . How im missing him so much . How i love him and yet idk if he loves me back :'{
Npcc Friday Weekly Traning is officially ended with effect from 3rd April 2009 . That marks the day when all 08/09 batch of NCOs stand down from Npcc Friday's Training . The current Sec3 batch will continue from where we stopped . Im really happy/glad that the day that we've been looking forward to has finally arrived and over (!!!) But also , being missed every sec/bit of the experience we had as a squad since sec1 was the sad part . Everyone tried to recall the past , the noob us . I remembered all the camps we went , the Courses we attended , the trainings/meetings we have been present all this while was paid off . All the thinking , hard work , and those nights we sacrifised are not ever wasted . Thanks guys for being there for each and every one of us :D Im glad we made it through this till we're NCOs as a Sec 4 (2009) squad }:{
