YSunday, April 05, 2009' 10:32 am
I've always thought that you would stay and never go . Just tell me why ? Im losing control over myself . Someone stop it please . I've been hurting myself alot of times . Why couldn't i just take the fact that he's just too far away for you . I have to take the reality that he will not be there for me always . and i will have to depend on myself all the time . Family dont want to talk to me anymore . Friends have their own problems to solve . I dont wish to bother them as much . They , themselves will complicate things up . I dont want them to suffer like i do now . Its sad to see them in situation like this . I need a shoulder to cry on now . I dont want my love one to go far away again . I want my love one to stay here . Please dont go , love one . Without you here , I got no one else to hear all my stories/problems . Why ? I'm running out of time . Im gonna keep my head held high . I feel lonely always . All i just ever wanted is you right here with me by my side . Is that so hard ? I want you to call me everynight like what we always did before you went to someplace far . I Miss those . I Miss everything about you . I just do ):
