YFriday, March 20, 2009' 9:44 am
Im back from my 3days 2nights Camp Unity .
Hopefully someone missed me ?
Perhaps , he's having fun with that girl of his ? I feel like im such a waste . Im like a spare . Its like , those words you said to me weren't meaningful , and maybe you said it just for the sake of it . Idk , but maybe i do , somehow . I dont feel like im being loved by him anymore . Im veryveryveryveryvery depressed yet confused about him :{ Helpp , anyone (?!) Maybe , since that "girl" of yours suddenly came to your life back , you change everything . Is it hard to prove your love to me ? If you sincerely love me , why is it hard for you to ignore her ? Just get "her" outta your way . Maybe you see it as Jealousy . Maybe this relationship is not gonna work if we keep this being apart . Even friends dont get what i mean when i told them about it . What's wrong with me nowadays ? I dont feel like im being myself anymore . Im trying so hard to forget about the past , but it keeps getting back to me . Dont know why . I should stop talking about this now as im crying without any reason )':
I shall start updating about camp right ? Well , actually im lazy to post a lengthy entry . Overall , i enjoyed slacking at the camp but we didn't get enough sleep . We were all tired and exhaused throughout the whole camp and hope that it will end soon . And indeed it ended (: From the start of the camp to the end , i kept thinking of you Bby . Imysm (: Now , half of the holidays had taken up for the Camp & the preparation too . The other half i shall enjoy it with Friends & Bby . Im sorry Bby , if i dont have time for you . Im indeed & sincerely sorry ): Now , im having regrets . Stop .
