YSaturday, March 21, 2009' 2:21 pm
I hate this part right here . The part when your love one had to go someplace farfarfar away . Someplace far where you could barely contact with him and our eyes couldn't meet . I hope he's fine there with his friends . I hope he's happy and enjoying himself there . The most hated part was when he knows that he's going away for a long time and yet he didn't tell me until the very last day . The feeling when he's away is different when he's in the same country as you but we didn't even meet once . Get it ? If dont , its okay . But i do . All my friends said its not worth to wait for months for a guy that you didn't even meet ): I feel like im in the worse situation ever . Idk what im suppose to do right now . I have no idea what im going to do without him calling me those nights , chatting with him every morning till afternoon . But the most important thing is that he's love for me is still there & will always will :D Everytime i hear songs that relate to him , i would certainly tear up and re-call memories back }:
Now , im alone at home since 1pm . I decided not to follow my mum to grandmother's place as i wanted to complete my Holiday Homework . So everything i do , i had to do myself . No one to help me . I had to cook myself, clean my room myself, iron my clothes myself . Pity me D: (Coughs) But all this while my Bby had accompanied me for this whole afternoon by entertaining me and scaring me too . He said there's a ghost beside me , watching every single move im doing . (rolling eyes) Maira , be strong :D He fills my day with happiness, laughters, compliments, joyous moments (!!!) I shall continue doing my Holiday Homework later after i had my afternoon bathe . Im gonna miss Bby for a long time D: But i have my crew, Npcc Mates & Friends to depend on too (:
