YSaturday, March 14, 2009' 11:43 pm
I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays . I kept scolding people vulgarities with no reasons . Its just not me . Stop . I'll try to avoid saying those horrible words again . If i did , i owe my friend money )':Finally end of Term One had passed . And say Hello to March Holidays . But as for me , i dont think it could be a Holiday as I will be going to school almost everyday of the week due to some reasons . I'll list it later on this post . Last Wednesday , a tearful incident happened due to a particular reason . That teacher made me feel that all my hard work wasted away . All those hours on the documents/particulars is just thrown in the bin , just like that (?!) Whathefuckshitter (!!!) Usually we'll start the morning on a good note but that day , it wasn't . It was just filled with tears . & that Fucker forced my tears to stop flowing ? How the hell am i suppose to stop (!) Use that fucking brain of yours to think , It comes naturally when you feel sad/under-pressure & especially when your hard work doesn't being appreciated enough . Well , he didn't see the effort i've done behind the scene . If were to see, i think he'll still not be appreciated enough because he's heartless . He got no fucking feelings for other people and sympathy for them . Im so fucked up }': I really need someone to hear me , to let it all out and get their warm hugs and supports too :) Thats why , Rabiatuladawiyah Binte Zakaria is always there for me through the ups/downs and thick/thins . (Coughs) :D
The Sec3s went to their Sec3 Camp at Malaysia . Idk exactly where the place is but i know its in Malaysia . Im sure to miss someone and some other people (: & also some miss me right ? Oh well , (Winks) Now , at this hour , they're back in Singapore . Perhaps they're sleeping now ? Doesn't matter . Hope to see/hug them whenever i get to meet/see them during the Holidays :D
Today , woke up early and met Rabia at my bustop . Straight to Shaz Crib and ate . Thanks yeah :D It was quite scary when his dad said something to us , Aite Rabia (?!) Then , we danced awhile , brushed up on our steps . At 1plus , me & Rabia head to Simei to grab our lunch at LJS . One thing for sure , I'll never get bored talking/seeing her everyday as we got millions/billions/zillions topics to talk about :) During Weekdays , I see her from 7am -10pm . Saturdays , Morning - 4pm , lastest . Sundays , Only when we're free (: But i count all those hours/days are precious though . Back to the day , then Shaz & Saiful met us at Popular , went to Bedok , head home .When i reach home , i got to double up my speed to attend my Cousins Birthday Party . At 7pm , head to Hougang and reached there on time . We celebrated 3cousins of mine today :D I'm lazy type their names out here :} Head back home at 10pm and watched Man United VS Liverpool match . I watched 5mins of the match and i get bored of it . I think Liverpool Won (?!)
I get bored easily when i watch soccer matches .
Guess what (?!!!) Bby said , i've changed ? Really ? Maybe yes , or no ? Idk . Like how & what , make you said i changed ? I'll try to bring the old Maira back (: Bby , i miss you to the max . I just miss your late night calls and your voice . Its been a week since you planned to call me right ? Well , i know its weird to keep track but every second i always check my hp if i get a missed call or not . Sometimes , i think that after my Tuition class , you'll dial my number and my hp will ring but it didn't . I just thought it will happen any time of the day but it didn't . Bby , i miss your voice, your sarcastic phrases, lame jokes, compliments, your "I love you" . Those 3words really mean alot to me . When you compliment something about me , usually i will just deny it . I just miss everything about you and your calls . & I MISS YOUR LOVE ALOOT }':
