YMonday, March 16, 2009' 11:12 pm
First day of March Holidays was a rush . Everything i do/go , i had to rush . "Shout like lightning , Shout like thunder " , whaaat (!?) & i already have to wake up 7 in the morning to go for Emath/Amath Remedial . Then i will join Camp Unity preparation at noon . They were all like anti - me when i went for Remedial first .Well , i studies is the first priority for this year , as its my N-level year . Im dont care/bother about what other people say , like "C'mon , its the last camp , why not enjoy it ? " (rolling eyes) I so dont need their comments in the first place . Everyone was pissed when i wore coloured/designed snickers because Npcc must only wear white plain shoe . Well , too bad people , i like those pair or snickers so i just wear right :D & i hate it when they say we're expecting to end at 2pm but in the end , dismissed at 6pm . Woaah ! 4hours of buffer time or whatt (!!!) I have other place to rush and before i have to buy afew things for camp . And so i sacrifised my Savings for that things just for the fucking camp .
I feel like punching someone in the face and tell that person to rot in hell . So , i reach home almost to 7pm . I asked Rabia to go ahead without me , then my mum sent me there . I dont like it when she comments aloot about the place }: Why dont people keep their fucking comments to themselves (?!) I had fun today at Tuition & i made a new friend , Alep (: , Im proud of myself :D . Reached home , then got nagged why i came home so late almost to 11pm . & i said , " i dont wanna say anymore , just think what i've said everynight & and repeat overover again in your damn brain " and of course , i got a tight slap & i cried . As im typing this out , my tears are flowing now )':
Bby , im going to 3days 2night camp in school . Im so gonna miss you even though things are like this right now . imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy D': I wish i could not go for the camp , but im forced to . I rebelled , but yet i have to go still . Dont worry , i'll be back on Thursday Afternoon , estimated time 4pm ? Hope you enjoy your holidays without me dear .
