FUCKING PISSED OFF WITH TUITION MATES TODAY .
ONLY SHE KNOWS WHY & I BET HE DOESN'T EVEN REALISE IT AT ALL .
GOD DAMMIT (!!) PRIVACY MEAN PRIVACY . DONT TAKE ANY ADVANTAGE FOR IT, EVEN IF YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON OR WHAT . STILL , ITS MY PERSONAL USAGE WHY MUST YOU KNOW (?!) C'MON , YOU DON'T WANT OTHER PEOPLE WHOM YOU JUST MET FOR A MONTH AND TOUCH & EXPLORE OTHER PEOPLE STUFF . IF ONLY, HE/SHE AGREES TO LET YOU TOUCH/SEE THEN ITS FINE . BUT HE'S REALLY TOO MUCH , GOING OVER THE LIMIT I'VE GIVEN (!!!)
FUCKER ******
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Bby , im already missing you . i know we're busy with our own everyday/personal lives but cant we spare afew hours for a conversation ? im starting to get used to hangging otp with you. i wish i could hear you from any place . i wish i could stand right beside you and give a warm hug . I wish i could say "goodnight & ily" every night before we go to sleep . I wish i could be close to you on screen and off screen too . i wished i could walk with you home and hear each other stories . i wish you were here with me right now because im officially missing you ): being alone is not every person wants . being companied/loved/care is to share love with each other . sometimes i just wonder is you would come to the school gate and wait for me . sometimes i just wonder if you could wait for me till whatever it takes even if you had to ring my doorbell . for a moment i thought if you were going to say "its over" , it would be a happy ending for you but a sad/heartbroken ending for me . sometimes i just wish if i were a boy , i would know how it feels to care/love more . & take control of whats right infront of your eyes whether to know she's sad/happy/pissed/mad ? Now, im saying all this because im just thinking , 'What if...' . Its always been revolving around my mind like the moon orbiting the Earth . It keeps questioning my mind and no answers were suggested :'{
